Saturday, November 12, 2005

what are you living for?

this question has been wondering about in my head for the past 2 days. so now, i'm out with the answer. it is that i actually living for others. what do i mean by that?? in the sense of things that i do. =))

of example, when i'm looking for clothes, i don't think "how will i look if i put that on?". instead, i think of "how will people look at me if i put that on?"

which somehow, i find it quite tiring. so i made a decision. is that, i'm not gonna care about how people think of me anymore. i'm gonna search the real me, i'm gonna wear whatever i feel like, i'm gonna talk the way i wish to. whatever, everything. i'm just gonna be ME.

this is a new start and a new life. it's a big step ahead. =))

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